This is the beginning of the poem I’m currently working on – it may be an epic or a series. I’ll make a new post when it’s complete (with definitions). If you read the beginning of this before you can scroll down to two stanzas above Old Cairo and pick up where you left off.
Crossing Thresholds
By the Citadel
The four centered arch,
pishtaq of the Mosque-Madrassa
of Sultan Hassan
draws me into the broad sehan
a foreigner and trespasser
though invited,
or more appropriately,
a paying guest –
(that only moves under armed guard)
an American woman in Cairo
One hundred degrees
stone radiates from
below my shoeless feet
a heat wave in the winter
that word looses all my associations
it isn’t redefined but obliterated
at home we get eleven feet of snow
Sultan Hassan’s body was never found
he was assassinated by Yalbugha al-‘Umari
the commander in chief of the army
a tale of power and betrayal
the mausoleum serves no purpose
Two minarets, though four were planned,
reach into a pale periwinkle sky
twenty million people peer through
the dust and smog toward the first
great falcon-headed God, Ra
to whom they owe their secret names
an ancient voice chanting creation
The minarets’ spiral staircases
long demolished by Sultan Barquq
to prevent attacks on the Citadel
means the muezzin must use the loud speaker
to broadcast the adhan,
to call all worshippers to prayer
In the dark cool by the praying seat
where no Qur’an rests
he stands beside me
not five feet away
I am in full modesty,
two layers of galabeyas
a tightly pinned navy hijab
covers every strand
of offending blonde hair
Muezzin’s song of praise
(he will not sing the adhan
it is not Friday
we are not Muslims)
is so beautiful I cannot speak
In this exemplar of Mamluk architecture
Ahlus-Sunnah Wa Al-Jama’ah
People of the tradition and the congregation pray
generously containing room
for the four Sunni schools:
Shafi’i, Maliki, Hanafi, and Hanbali
Though through tradition
not room for a single woman
“The best mosques for women
are the inner parts of their houses”
said Mohammad
In America the movement
in mosques is towards “Pray In”
women desegregated,
praying in the main hall
I think about my female rector
in the Episcopal church
in our mountain town
on how the Anglican community
considered separating
from its too liberal cousin
the Episcopal Church of America
over homosexuality and the right
of women to lead services
I ask our Muslim guide, a woman,
Does it hurt, being unwelcome in the house of God?
Baudelaire ringing in my ears:
“I have always been astonished that
women are allowed to enter churches.
What can they have to say to God?”
No, she says,
it is much more convenient
to pray at home.
Glass lanterns adorned with calligraphy
sentries at the sabil,
fountain of ablution
a blue-eyed feminist
searching for meaning in all
this cryptic architecture
It is here, if I were a worshipper,
that I would cleanse my body
of the sand, filth, and oppression
participate in the wudu
the centuries, my inner helix,
resonating with the specters of
the spiral staircases of the minarets
past invisible barriers
to the musalla
Old Cairo
progressing through machine gun
guarded checkpoints at the perimeter
of Old Cairo past the Roman wall
to the Mosque of Ibn Tulun
high on the hill of Gebel Yashkur
the mound of thanksgiving
Here the staircase of the minaret stands
but the sabil is dry
the outer walls osculating
Beit al-Kritliyya joined to Beit Amnabint Salim
now a museum, Gayer Anderson House
named after the British officer
who lived there in the 40s
we enter the sanctity of the private space
through a doorway into a hall
that runs parallel to the street
it then turns ninety degrees so that
none of the interior of the house
can be glimpsed from the street
I have a ticket
I’ve purchased my pass
I didn’t knock three times
but the ghosts could hardly have answered
“enter not the houses other than your own
until you have asked permission
and saluted those within.” Yousef Ali
we proceed through the salamek as guests
the entire house is built from the inside out
so we won’t see the women
though in the courtyard
high above on another floor
is a balcony closet with a window covered
by an elaborate lattice woodwork screen
here is where the women would huddle
to be present without being seen
I squeeze through the tiny doorway
into the little box
and imagine the women whispering
about visitors in the house
how the ghosts have been scandalized
In ‘Till We Have Faces’ C.S. Lewis
argues that we cannot meet the divine
until we have an identity of our own
his heroine struggles to know her worth
worlds and millennia apart
Hatshepsut’s statues defaced
disfigured and buried in a pit
cartouches chiseled away
Pharaoh, yet how dare she claim the right?
we enter a confusion of staircases
that only connect certain floors
I’ve never been so disoriented in a house
so that the women can bring food
to guests and not be seen
keeping the privacy of the family intact
Wasn’t this the perfect set-up
for domestic abuse?
never seen and cannot communicate
then anything can happen
in this protected sanctum
that could’ve been her prison
I think about the lack
of a domestic violence shelter
in Douglas County, the richest and fastest growing
adjacent to our home county
the thinking runs along the lines of
they are wealthy women,
if they need a way out
they can simply buy it
often these women are
the most trapped, disempowered
with no access to the money
shouting behind high gated walls
in the privacy of the inner parts
of their homes
Enjoyed this insightful poem. Learned something new about the difference in worship and the response at the end is very interesting.
Thank you for your comments. I learned a lot on the trip and wanted to begin processing it through poetry.
Great work, Anna, really stirs the thought. The surprise for so many in the U.S. during the Arab Spring — especially in Cairo’s Tahrir Square — was how much we could identify with the struggle. The foreignness of Muslim fundamentalism stripped away to show the same kind of economic injustice we can identify with. But when Lara Logan was gang-raped by a mob during celebrations in Tahrir Square after Mubarek was ousted, it became creepily evident that gender equality was not in the mix. Your notion of thresholds to sanctity being barred to woman in the Arab world was shown to have similar barriers here. Fundamentalism is fundamentalism, Christian or Muslim; and misogyny is misogyny, there or here, though the cultural stripe is different. We don’t murder daughters who shame families by getting kidnapped, but then woman here are viewed through the cultural veil of blatant sexuality. Blacks aren’t getting the same shrift they received in the 50’s in America — though many would argue its a matter of degree — and the liberation of women is trapped in a threshold many can’t allow. Looking forward to reading more here … The Muslim woman’s comment at the end reminds me of the willing segregation of black communities, and the great cultural distance still between men and women …
The shock around the trip, which began in New York and involved Egypt and Jordan, was how often iniquity was thrown in my face. It came from a taxi driver in New York blathering about its not his fault he has 23 children he blames billboards and loose women and the Bedouin man smiling as he drew his finger across his neck, explaining to us what he’d do if his daughter behaved or dressed inappropriately. Between the armed men everywhere, the invasive search at the Amman airport, the multiple sites we visited or stayed at that were attacked by terrorists I’ve never felt so threatened while being constantly protected. I’ll refrain from talking about it all here in the comments because the 21 days provided rich material for art but nearly crushed me. On returning I got the worst viral infection of my life that lasted 6 weeks and returned later in the year to try to kill me again. Life can be stranger than fiction.
wow. very nice piece and yes please do continue it…nice bit of storytelling and i too feel like i am walking away learning culturally from it…
Thank you Brian, before I knew it I had 10 pages so I’ll break it up as soon as its finished and edited.
wow 10 pages that is awesome…remembered this when i started ready and fits excellently with the prompt…hopefully some that have not read it will get a chance…
Oh wowww.. that’s revelation! There’s sooo much to learn from anything and everything, isn’t there?
Reading, traveling, talking – just some of the portkeys to an infinitude of knowledge…
The vast difference in cultures is a wonder to me.. and you’ve done really well in clearing some of it for me here… I am already eager to read the series of your poems now….
well done… and all the very best too!!
Thank you for your enthusiasm. As soon as I have it completed I’ll break it into sections and post them.
so cool anna – i love that you put what you’ve learned into poetry and we can learn with you…yes – please do continue
Thanks, I hope it isn’t too full of information but I was trying to piece it out while I was there and since I returned. Finding a way to make sense of what’s senseless is why I tackled it in poetry. There’s a great opportunity to jump back and forth and connect the dots.
great – this fits perfectly with the city prompt…and no – i don’t think it’s too full with information
Thanks for reading the next installment and for your marvelous prompt at dVerse!
A harrowing journey you’ve condensed into luminous words the better to see, for us anyway, and I found it extremely informative in the best of ways, accidentally while enjoying the poetry. The vocal clip really drives home the feeling of alien beauty, as well. I feel both menace and attraction warring, and the level of religious dominance terrifying–people will do the foulest crimes in the human soul out of religion–thanks for sharing your impressions in this medium, the vibrant contrasts and the darker shadows, and may you continue it to its most satisfying end.
Thank you for commenting (especially about the learning being a by-product of the enjoying), I want to strike a balance. I didn’t want it to come out like a lecture. Especially since it is one I’m unqualified to give. As you know, the language needs to be precise for me but I don’t want it to be a barrier or too like some descriptive scenes in novels. I have to skip them when they drag. A concatenation of religion, menace, architecture, mythology, politics, attraction, philosophy, culture shock, and awe pretty much sums up the trip, though unfortunately it channeled menace too often.
A great view with this one. Keep them coming!!:)
Thanks, I’ll break it into sections and post in the next week or two.
I find it interesting to read the cultures and religion ceremony of others… it helps me understand them more.
Your story is rich with details and insights… do continue ~
Thank you for the encouragement, I’m glad I could foster some understanding.
Wow your vast imagination is a great place to visit – sprawling and tempting – your hitting so many aspects and the story telling is rich and vivid – coupled with your learning this is a great read. Kudos.
I have been hitting your back Cat. It is riveting. Ode to a Gardener has me rapt.
Fantastic.
For me, liberty starts in the mind. I’m ever so grateful you are roaming about and have found poems of interest.
Your writing is an absolute pleasure for me to read – writing can be a place of isolation so it has been great to link up with like minded people with such talent and diversity and experienced skill.
Your bio is incredible too.
I know exactly how you feel. It’s an honor to meet you.
wow..enjoyed & learned a lot. Some deep issues here however, & you are right that there are deep cultural divisions between East & West, between men & women.. even to the simple thing of Western men cursing the ‘feminine’ when angry .. the bitch, whore etc.. From reading this, it is obvious that visiting these countries has had a profound affect on you…and a thought provoking one for me..
Thank you for your detailed feedback, it is very helpful. I’m glad you gained something from the experience!
Wow! Ambitious, engaging and tackling big, important ideas! Wonderful!Wow!
Thank you, I enjoyed your poem too but I don’t have a YouTube account so I couldn’t comment.
so much to learn from and absorb… and i love those last three lines.
When I asked her how she managed her prayers when she was working with tours she indicated that she simply said all her daily prayers at once.
…very interesting.. i always had this childhood idea of getting both religious beliefs and cultural rites in communion together in a form of an epic or ode.. but i think i need to gain more experience and time in able to do all of these.. you seemed so knowledgeable and well experienced to this.. adorable!
I’m sure you’ll one day see that idea to fruition!
it is more convenient to pray at home – love that response. God is every where – not just in Church. The trick is finding the place that makes you most receptive to connecting with Him. Enjoyed reading your reflections here and it sounds like it was an interesting trip as well as a bit of culture shock (understandably so 🙂
Thanks for stopping in and commenting!
Anna, I really love how you’ve crafted this poetic travelogue, and look forward to the upcoming installments in the series.
I think that your Muslim guide’s response is interesting. Where our western eyes see “oppression”, this devout Muslim woman sees “tradition” — and she does not, apparently, see “tradition” and “oppression” as synonymous. The Muslim tradition is her tradition, it isn’t owned exclusively by the men. She has internalized the tradition, freely and in her own unique way. Of course, I wasn’t there, so perhaps I’m missing something in her response that you might have caught.
I wanted to leave her comment without shaping from my perspective to allow precisely what’s happening, that is it’s open to the reader’s interpretation. I want to the poem to be a dialogue, between the reader and I but also within the poem it functions to show my filter. I ask questions or interpret information but it doesn’t make truth, only my perspective. Her truth could very well be what you’ve stated. I can’t speak for her truth and that’s a lot of what the poem is about. As I continue through other religious traditions I hope to illuminate additional struggles between tradition and oppression, the private and public sphere, religion and politics, the security state and freedom, etc. My goal in this work is to draw attention to them and to my own limitations in understanding them. Thank you for your thoughtful comment.
“Two minarets, though four were planned,
reach into a pale periwinkle sky
twenty million people peer through
the dust and smog toward the first
great falcon-headed god, Ra
to whom they owe their secret names
an ancient voice chanting creation” – what lines these are!! this was a delightful read – your vocabulary is a joy to read and you drift through the images effortless – a story in a surreal poetic bottle! nice!
Thank you very much! I enjoyed your post as well and look forward to reading more of your work.
Baudelaire, Baudelaire, you surprise me with those words. You’re deal and all, of course. But still, I have learned much from your words.
This poem of yours gripped me from the git-go. You tied so much in.
I have never been to Africa. This makes me want to see Cairo.
Your writing is very very good. And interesting. thank you!
I meant dead about Baudelaire, not deal, whoopsie on the typo.
Thanks for clearing that up because I was a bit confused. Thank you ever so much for the compliment. I look forward to visiting your site!
unique, deep and lovely thoughts.
Thank you so much for reading.
Very insightful and informtive piece, Professor Anna! I think if I continue to read your work, i may become… dare I say, educated!! Very nicely done, in this redneck’s humble opinion! Thanks for sharing your trip with us!
Thanks Charles for reading and commenting! I’m glad we can learn things from one another as poets!
Anna,
You offered a glimpse of an experience many deny. Very well written and info packed. I read and re-read to better understand and pick up nuance and fact. Looking forward to learning more here.
Thank you Kim, I think the next installment will go up for the rally.
Thank you for sharing your incredible trip here, Anna, and a bit of the history of the places you visited. I found one of your comments to someone else telling of your viral illness and the danger you felt very interesting too. I’m glad you survived to share with us all.
I actually prefer my home to worship in as well but I sure like having the choice if I should want to do otherwise.
Thank you, I know what you mean.
I enjoyed this work in progress. Introduced me to something I have never seen before, and tells an interesting story about the history of it, as well as about the present day.
Thank you for your visit and comment.
Wow…beautiful and very interesting! I like…’I am in full modesty…’ your personal photos make a wonderful accompaniment : ))
Thank you Eva, I’m behind in my reading so I look forward to stopping by later. I’m so glad you enjoyed the poem and the photographs!
An insightful poem and loved the idea of the poem extending into series …
Thanks, the beginning of the Old Cairo section is now available.
evocative encounter
Glad you enjoyed it.
Glad you linked this one Anna–it is well worth a second, third or fourth read, and lives and breathes the cities of concrete and self and soul it takes us through. The recent additions resonate, especially the reference to Hatsheptsut and her loss of both divinity and legitimacy after death, and the conscious structural invisibility that hides abuse and paralyzes the victims.
Joy, as usually, you’ve gotten to the core of the matter with Hatsheptsut. I’m honored you returned for the next installment.
And thus the journey to the interior of Cairo continues … though it’s an inkblot of Douglas Country, isn’t it, or rather, an inkblot of the bloody encounter between culture and civilization, that which reaches forward and that which strangles backwards … I love the past, but there is the backward glance and there is backwardness, falling back into the airless tombs of the old ones because one is terrified of going forward. The narrative verse here is stripped almost clean of your multisyllabic gnoses, allowing for a much more direct experience of those dubious thresholds. Keep it coming … B
Yes, in fact my trip into the red pyramid, a suffocating, claustrophobic, and blisteringly hot experience will be in an upcoming installment. Joy’s right, it’s scary how you intuit these things.
This little old kitchen witch does her praying in the mornings over her sacred coffee with A good book in hand. This would make for a wonderful morning read and reflection for me. Churches were built for the boys…never doubted that! And they can have them…This has been an amazing journey for me, and will be read and read again. You have given so very much to us to dwell on and ponder, and of course you will continue! I’m starting to think that thanks to dVerse, I’ll be able to experience the entire world and never have to leave my home!
Glad I could bring a bit of Cairo to you and that it resonated with you. Thank you very much for stopping by to read and comment. I look forward to your visits.
Truly powerful draft– do you know Tess Gallagher’s poems about Cairo? I love that you take on the issue of the women in this culture. I’m at http://parolavivace.blogspot.com — xxxj
I don’t know her poems I’ll have to look into those. Thank you for your recommendation and comment.
“I have always been astonished that
women are allowed to enter churches.
What can they have to say to God?”
Hey Anna – this above extract is so profound it opens the flood gates such was his intention. (great inclusion)
God may exist (whatever that means) is it possible to communicate with it, i feel a reaching or a touching of something eternal in the pitch and tones of the song which i feel in my gut.
but as to saying something (regardless of sex) to any so calledGod in a building of any denomination… only human beings could invent such obscurites to fight over and allow to govern our lives… we must be unique… cosmically….surely to God (lol)?.
Your extended piece is continually brilliant as you channel and refine many ideas, concepts and arguments in a finely tuned tube in which we can gaze thru and become involved in your acccesable dilemas and cogitations.
Boldly intelligent and brave – your scope is admirable.
Great writing – keep it coming
Thanks Arron, funny thing I was just posting my comment on your piece. I may have jumped off the deep end a bit with it but Cubist Paris brought it all out! Don’t get me started on the exclusion of women from the Parisian Avant Garde. When the men painted it they were wild beasts on the edge ‘Fauves’, a real threat to the art world establishment, when women painted it they were being feminine. I adore Emilie Charmy but who has ever heard of her?
Your encouragement means a lot. Please come again.
an interesting continuation of thisthat raises some very imprtant thoguhts on domestic violence and abuse…yikes…treatment of women ro children in general, even still among the ‘civilised’ nations is an issue still…your description of the building felt like an escher drawing…smiles. i like the continuation and look forward to its further advancement…
Thanks, it felt like an Escher drawing, I’m so glad that came through! The next installment brings the Ben Ezra Synagogue, the Abu Serga Church, and more politics and egyptian mythology. Thanks again for reading and all you do at dVerse!
I too look forward to the rest. Very enjoyable and thought-provoking read. I enjoyed my visit to your space again!
Thank you for the return visit, I’m glad you found something of interest!
Anna.. what an interesting enterprise… I believe you have captured the complexitities, ambiguities and contradictions of the place and the juxtaposing cultures very effectively.. I love the historical, cultural and contemporary detail you include and the sense of journey is very strong.. Putting yourself bang in the centre is perfect.. your lens as a way in..
Having lived in the Middle East for 19 years, I still find it a challenging place to write about and your fresh pair of eyes is a wonderful way of seeing familiar things anew.. Bravo…looking forward to the next instalment..
Thank you Becky, coming from you this is very meaningful. I wanted to use my lens, as well as calling attention to issues ‘at home’, to avoid the very real trap of defining truth. I felt my puzzling would allow room for the reader’s discovery and questioning journey. It is fascinating to me how much was left out on my tours and how hard it was to find some of the information I wanted to include. Your input and informed reading is much appreciated!
Anna, you have added to your epic since I last visited! Your poetic tour of this city sparkles with erudition, descriptiveness, and deep personal commitment. I’m in awe of your knowledge, attentiveness, and imagination. This poem is ever increasing in stature! I look forward to reading more as you add new rooms to this architectural wonder.
Ah, you’ve made my poetic day with your kind and thoughtful comment. Also, it made me laugh. The primary way you expand your house in Cairo is by adding floors to the top and so everywhere we went we saw rebar sticking up above the rooflines. Apparently you pay taxes based on the number of floors in your house. However, if there is only rebar it doesn’t count. This gives you a head start on the next level when you do decide to build. In addition, when we flew over Luxor in a hot air balloon we realized that intermingled among satellite dishes were goats, ducks, chickens, and other livestock. So the roof also functions as an animal pen. My poem keeps growing as I’m drafting it like the quintessential Egyptian house. Thank you for your continued visits!
I can only say I have been edified by your work and the excellent comments that follow. Thank you Anna. Gay
I am honored you came to read, thank you!