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She is a sojourner in virtual space
a liminal being once embodied
cultural schemas unhinged by truly novel situations
these hollow shells carry imaginary insides
figures of polygon mesh rendering reality
if viewed from different vantage points simply disappear
thwarting her cross-cultural integration

Axioms applied through hidden surface removal algorithms
memories of successful interrelationships are no longer connected
complex cognitive structures for social interaction become
bounding volume hierarchies creating invisibility/occlusion trees
if/then evaluations of nodes (and child nodes)
efficiently grading, determining what is drawn into existence

Acquisition of interpersonal relationships is vital
in this haptic interface, teleoperation robotic tools
vibrotactile effectors provide sensory feedback
lacking primary social interaction schemas
she must employ data driven processing
requiring monumental effort and attention

Divergence from the host culture becomes clear
using self-regulation to remove ambiguities
strategic maneuvers to ensure emotional survival
the intertwining of native culture and the neo-galaxies
of virtual reality requires poly-mythic invention
prototypical archetypes for avatars

Stories for a new era where touching another
requires electroactive polymers and piezoelectric surfaces
next generation actuator technology
3-D holograms creating sensory input through acoustic radiation
acculturating her senses to mechanical intermediaries
adaptations to the host-culture environment
a new language for refugees in a virtual world

Linked to dVerse Poets Pub Open Link Night. http://dversepoets.com/2012/04/10/open-link-night-week-39/ Come join the fun!

Ice Floe

This poem is linked to dVerse Poets Pub and the Poetics prompt on Nightmare Verse where Stu McPherson challenges us to dig deep into the dreamworld and reveal our hidden fears, psychological traumas, unkenned phenomena, and other fascinating aspects of our nightmares. Please join us http://dversepoets.com/2012/03/31/poetics-nightmare-verse/

Transcript from the video (please play as it is intended to be heard and viewed, thank you)

Ice Floe

Silk enrobed traces
of your artistry
float by, a music
ever passing
as your gentle voice
is lost to the wind

Adrift in this
spirit boat on Arctic seas
language unravels
drifting through niveous skies
gifts strewn
along an abandoned path

I am the vessel
travelling in the land
of midnight sun
searching for hearth fires

Ever on the wing
scrying a refuge
in an ice tomb
of necrotic hallucinations

Within this land of the dead
narwhal trill our song

Circumpolar animals
thousand mile migrations
echolocation revealing naught

Colored lights whisper
profound hypothermic declarations

Open Link Night

If you’ve arrived here looking for my dVerse Poets Pub poem for Open Link Night it can be found here http://kshawnedgar.wordpress.com/2012/03/26/legacy-of-ashes-a-training-manual/ at Carbon Noise Poetry, a collaborative blog I contribute to from time to time. Also, I am not the administrator of the site so your comments may take longer to appear than usual. Thank you for your patience.

Method of Loci

This is a digital alteration of a polaroid picture I took when I was 6. The original was purposely out of focus.

Lenses initiate selective focus
a fantastication only possible when young
encased in the vault of unextinguishable incunabulum
developing the picture as it comes into being
peering deep into the essence of life

Showing one moment, one side of perception
in its inability to capture without speciousness
belying motion, upheaval and change
in the niveous nature of memory
its meandering dreams recast

Glimpses of truth like a halation appear
ocular glitches reinforce tathata
of what can be distinguished and claimed
encoding through elaborative rehearsal
all known and unkenned phenomena

Converging lenses limited by one focal length
growing as depth of field expands
while patulous schemas incubate
evolving mind forms eidetic imagery uniting
as episodic memory stitches identity

Holographic retrieval reveals
clarity amidst the circle of confusion
this positive bias memory distortion prevails
polaroid process makes positive images
without negatives, not lost but never created

Artmaking acts as a nepenthe
coalescing strands of experience
collaging each image of striving
into a concatenation, aspects of self
lighting recesses in the kistvaen of the past

Notes: Method of Loci: A mnemonic device that relies on memorized spatial relationships to establish order and recollect memorial content. Selective Focus: Is a technique in photography that allows one part of the image to be sharp while the rest of the image is out of focus. It works to great effect in macro shots where the foreground should stand out intensely from the background. Fantastication: Action of framing in fancy. Incunabulum: Early stages of development. Speciousness: An appearance of truth that is false or deceptive; seeming plausibility. Halation: Spreading of light beyond its proper boundaries to form a fog round the edges of a bright image in a photograph. Tathata: Ultimate nature of all things, as expressed in phenomena but inexpressible in words. Encoding: The process of transforming information into a form that can be stored in memory. Elaborative Rehearsal: A memory strategy that involves relating new information to something that is already known Unkenned: Unknown, strange, unperceived, unexplored. Converging Lens: Lens such that a beam of light passing through it is brought to a point or focus. The lens of your eye and that of a camera are converging lenses. Focal Length: The focal length of an optical system is a measure of how strongly the system converges or diverges light. In most photography where the subject is essentially infinitely far away, longer focal length (lower optical power) leads to higher magnification and a narrower angle of view; conversely, shorter focal length or higher optical power is associated with a wider angle of view. Depth of Field: In optics, particularly as it relates to film and photography, depth of field (DOF) is the distance between the nearest and farthest objects in a scene that appear acceptably sharp in an image. Although a lens can precisely focus at only one distance at a time, the decrease in sharpness is gradual on each side of the focused distance. Patulous: Open, expanding, gaping Schemas: The integrated frameworks of knowledge and assumptions a person has about people, objects, and events which affects how the person encodes and recalls information. Eidetic Imagery: The ability to retain the image of a visual stimulus for several minutes after it has been removed from view. Episodic Memory: The type of declarative memory that records events as they have been subjectively experienced. Circle of Confusion: In optics, a circle of confusion is an optical spot caused by a cone of light rays from a lens not coming to a perfect focus when imaging a point source. In photography, the circle of confusion is used to determine the depth of field, the part of an image that is acceptably sharp. Positive Bias (Memory Distortion): States that pleasant events are better remembered than unpleasant ones and memories of unpleasant events become more pleasant over time. Nepenthe: Something capable of causing obliteration or reduction of grief or suffering. Concatenation: A series of interconnected or interdependent things or events. Kistvaen: A stone burial chamber. Linked to the Poetics prompt by James Rainsford on photography and poetry here http://dversepoets.com/2012/03/24/patterns-pictures-and-poems/.

(Warning: Ribaldry Abounds)

End this war-making refuse to moan
Sex-strike tease (blue ball squeeze) leave alone
Peace took Athens and Sparta
Through subversive carta
Men cry mercy! erections known

Limerick based on the play Lysistrata by the ‘Father of Comedy’ Aristophanes. Lysistrata convinces the women of Athens and Sparta to end the Peloponnesian War by refusing to have sex with their husbands. The old women take over the Acropolis which houses the treasury so the men can no longer fund the war. Many men show up, with erections, to plead for their wives to grant them sex (and lure them out of the Acropolis). Peace is the name of Lysistrata’s naked handmaid who successfully distracts the sex-crazed men while a new map (carta) is drawn on her body. Once drawn the sides form a new accord and the battle of the sexes also ends. This is linked to the Form for All challenge at dVerse Poets Pub and is my first limerick so I took some liberties. I’m sure I’ll improve with renewed application :P. http://dversepoets.com/2012/03/22/formforall-how-to-write-a-limerick/ After a couple of awfully clever limericks in the comment boxes below I came up with this:

 Part 2 (Maybe the chorus of Old Women?):

See man’s dignity stripped for a blow
He wants sex now he’s taut watch the show
Oh he’s craving a tumbler
That abstinent bumbler
We’ll taunt him that groveling schmoe!

Inner Character

Alice Neel (c) 1980 Self Portrait National Portrait Gallery

For Alice Neel 1900-1984
(all quotes are hers except where otherwise indicated)

You passed the civil service exam
to support your parents at a time
when women didn’t work
going to night school in painting
determined to be an artist
to reach escape velocity

Lure of the wealthy Cuban artist
his well-mannered promises:
joys of marriage,
intellectual circles, artists, literati,
philosophical vistas all called to you
before the Great Depression converged
the country’s agony paralleled your own

Santillana died, Isabetta removed from your care
prescribed a year in the sanatorium on suicide watch
your daughters lingered in every subsequent interaction
whispered themes of loss at each sitting
made you cry in front of aquariums
even as an old woman standing in the dark
you claimed it intimated your life

Really seeing into the other, each model’s
psyche revealed in a less static form
portraiture never capturing only a moment
but the continuous life of something greater
when they inducted you he said:
‘she probes courageously, almost violently’*
and called yours a difficult art to bear
you believed in the veracity of humanism
sometimes when they left
you ceased to exist, lost somewhere in them

Your sons sought succor in opposing ideologies
unable to face the consequences of bohemian chaos
Richard beaten, unprotected, loved you
Hartley proclaimed his loyalty to you
each caught in ‘blocks of ice’
consumed by corporations in the rise of capitalist fervor

Beautiful, wounded Isabetta
walks out to the seawall
takes the sleeping pills
was it that you were never there?

Feminist icon, they never felt you acculturated to the movement
outrageous behavior claimed psychic space for women
‘I never just paint my pussy; I think that’s absurd,
I mean, to do your pussy over and over, how monotonous.’
a collective gasp as you asserted there’s no difference
between paintings made by either sex

Until the retrospective at the Whitney, validated by the establishment,
‘I always felt…I didn’t have the right to paint.’
there were children to care for, men to uplift
you painted ‘without ingratiation,
without pretty nuances of color and drawing,
but with great validity.’* now the Academy approves
a lifetime membership but you’re already dying of cancer

Precociously out of your time
longing to be a great artist
for recognition from a society
that believed you should be bounded by conformity
all those contradictions, complexity, and sacrifice
your perseverance carried a high price

‘When you’re an artist you’re searching for freedom,
you’re never going to find it
because there isn’t any freedom.
Art could be called the search.’

*From the American Academy of Arts and Letters induction speech

Connected to the Open Link Night prompt at dVerse Poets Pub here: http://dversepoets.com/2012/03/20/openlinknight-week-36/ please link up and read some world class poetry.

Finding Her Song

For the young woman I mentor who is incarcerated again. (This poem is a new fairy tale/myth with real world monsters. It’s linked to the Poetics prompt at dVerse Poets Pub. http://dversepoets.com/2012/03/17/poetics-once-upon-a-time/)

My Refrain (I love every aspect of you)

girl interrupted smoker
I always prod you to quit
now gum chewing
cold turkey courageous

bipolar therapy going fighter
abused and abusive
wanting to escape
you keep taking the pills
then calling the ambulance

you smile at me
ask me to pray for you
trust me implicitly
and fall asleep in my car

full of anxiety
cutting yourself, picking at scabs
calling me at six in the morning
teasing me that I’m not hard style
like Tigress in the movie that made me cry
(you too but you won’t admit it)

superb public speaker
you know all the words to the songs
your terrified inner child
diagnosed with failure to thrive
feels you have to attack
yet is capable of empathy

writing rap and doing the monster mash
eating like you’ve never been fed
got a 14 on your ACT
but I know you’re smarter than that

full of promise
and self-destruction
I love every rough edged part of you
pray every day for God
to lift the weight of the world
from your shoulders

to remove your self-harming
to give me the strength to walk alongside you
to show you that just because it hurts
doesn’t mean you should withdraw

gently, unconditionally,
I promise to be your friend
advocating on your behalf
holding sacred space for you
to breathe in

Song of the Silver Sea (transformation of the mermaid)

it is always difficult
to circumnavigate the geography
of the sleeping soul

enlightenment is an after effect
its application often rendered mute

let her recall and
she senses permeability
life beneath the surface of the water
a dissonant pastiche

story of movement: with and through
yet some part resists
only the faint glow
surrounding her bioluminescence

a dark that could only absorb
her dispersed light
that reflected on nothing
and offered no other source

did these things come consciously to impede
to weigh, as anchors
in the accounting of her heart?

she remembers only
the perception of loss, undefined
transparent as her being
something driving
guiding her to seeking
to break the surface of the silver sea

its intensity and shock!
awestruck an inept descriptor
enraptured more apt
the waves for the first time
encounter a bulwark
she is out of the flow

light emanates from elsewhere
a confounding calliope of
motion, reflection, iridescence
an encounter that topples
her perceptive paradigm

hurling her into an openness to the world
yet making her more her own
clearly defined, bounded,
more solid than ever before

the light, skipping across the water
drawing her form
reaching for the glory of a larger truth
she is momentarily fixated
as the implications encroach

she is a liminal being
a water spirit
diaphanous and chameleonic
ancient, paradoxically
new in the shifting light

an eternity in the depths, wrenched
a tectonic rupture
powerful forces
illuminating

awe recedes trailing insight and catharsis,
a shoreline in a once unbroken sea.

Sedna’s Lamentable Tale (song of woe)

homeless at the holidays
picking you up on street corners
incarcerated again and
we are drowning in sorrows

like the Inuit Goddess Sedna
once a young girl clinging
to the side of a boat
as water crashes all about

the raging sea God demands a sacrifice
so her father chops off her fingers
sending her to the abyss
to save himself

settling into the deep
with no way to brush her fine hair
she cannot disentangle herself
thrashing out of frustration
she becomes a Goddess of the sea
source of the storms

hunters must appease her
shamans sent to the icy depths
I close my eyes to feel the rhythm
sing with me the song of the silver sea
not the tragic tale of Sedna
abandoned by her tribe

For Iris Murdoch

‘All art is a struggle to be,
in a particular sort of way, virtuous.’
she’s talking with that awful haircut
only ameliorated by a shy smile
thoughts arrive in her head
like a bull she charges at them
a philosophy tutor at Oxford
always ready to make an argument

It’s wonderful to see her so I know
we are very different in that way
thoughts arrive in my mind
blossoming into interconnecting maps
wild tendrils of expanding ideas,
my motivation is creative imagination

She’s dissecting myriad ways
that art and philosophy diverge:
mystification versus clarification
claiming art’s deep purpose is to impose form;
turn life’s rubble into something admirable
bolstering our shaky foundations

Philosophy is repetitive
a critical analysis of presuppositions,
an unnatural game
conceptual structure and significance
argument not self-expression
forceful, persuasive, analytic, and clear

Art, being mimetic, is natural,
everyone loves to be told a story
the use of creativity helps it be,
in a special way, true
mystic underpinning of mundane experience
intimate, sculpting, suggestive, and provoking

Fantasy’s a destructive menace,
suffocating intimacy with the reader
philosophy may damage art too,
obscuring sublimity and beauty
and so we come to understand:
to create great art
we leave room for imaginative space

A wilderness where psychology intersects story,
myth infringes on structure,
where the entirety of existence
skims the border of the embodied and
our being encounters transformation

Linked to dVerse Open Link Night http://dversepoets.com/2012/03/13/openlinknight-week-35/

Scopophilia

‘brought into being by nothing other than the look’*
using poetry to stitch the seams, painting them with vitreous enamel
burnishing golden orbs of beauty, enhancing the visual field
to make the world seem habitable
inherently empathetic to human existence
when does the illusion, this disembodied utterance,
enter firmly into the realm of futility?

philosophical argument merely hints at a promise of liberty
floating upon the surface of psychological experience
a convincing conundrum that won’t unlock
inner barriers to designing boundaries of self-definition
societal viewing provides ample opportunities
to manifest cognitive dissonance, reinforcing the brute
that omniscient spectator-god within the man

feminine artistry is required to remain comfortably incarcerated
chaos churns with near indomitable force
why fight when you are forever outnumbered?
control may simply be a part of the disease
disempowering internalization of the oppressor’s abuse
replaying his semiotic position as the maker of meaning
whom I know is never she, never me

called into existence through the male gaze, the internalized observer,
objectified and exploited by possession and protection
filming my every move in art house cinematic style
encircled in an ouroboros of scopophilia
blinded to feminist themes, it traps what’s possible
entangling these hands, bloodied with struggle
incapable now of creating and preserving identity

scraping molded forms to sharpen focus
no spiritual value arising from inherent worth
only sculpting my usefulness in a deterministic role
voyeur’s fantasy allays the weight of moral consequences
fixing upon the screen the sanctioned story
i am a dissociated, breathing pleasure toy, imaginary signifier,
an unintentional participant living in a heightened state of unreality

*Christian Metz, French film theorist

Linked to dVerse Poets Pub’s Open Link Night here: http://dversepoets.com/2012/01/31/open-link-night-week-29/. Please join us!


unshackling the joists of reality
déraciné slips a hypnopompic state
transports me to deepest fantasy
grenadine elixir hastens my fate
Polia’s vesica piscis forms the gate
reminiscent of Poliphili’s eros
an architectural treatise verbose
theory of linguistic anaphora
proportions mirroring grandest pithos
illustrating the incunabula

restless night devolves, mystic artistry
all defenses breached dragons lie in wait
global aphasia compounds mystery
declarations of love illuminate
witnessed in the temple we celebrate
disgorgement of erotic tempests close
sexual politics, habile pathos
right to expression passion’s nebula
vocalizing my abandoned logos
illustrating the incunabula

festal oblation, sensuality
jubilant gesticulations vibrate
blissful outcries of sexuality
my pleasure center forces activate
some yet imagined being inchoate
power to surreptitiously enclose
capturing my desire overdose
engaging a lustful hyperbola
accentuated fetishes repose
illustrating the incunabula

subsumed reason in a upturned cosmos
the dream mathematically jocose
its apt felicific parabola
etching these in fantastical lithos
illustrating the incunabula

Gay Reiser Cannon issued quite the challenge for today’s Form for All at dVerse Poets Pub on French Ballades http://dversepoets.com/2012/01/26/formforall-french-ballades-i/. Follow the link for an excellent article on syllable count, rhyme scheme, stanza length, and tone.