arrhythmia arrives
transition is imminent
her gaze leaves me as
malignancy steals all
her body splays
upon sterile concrete
Donne’s prideful death
scores its hollow victory
clocks in measured tempo
stop in Auden’s verse
the refrain: do not go gently
I cannot look away
innumerable days of joy
made sacred by her breath
blessed with reverent kisses
her divinity ever present
while I worshiped fervently
in limestone temples of art
I build architectural wonders
that never embody her grace
my language dissipates
fireflies drop from the sky
in the gravitational pull
of a singular evening star
unraveling supernal supplications
all my pleas for restoration
disintegrate, reality wins the day
nothing reaches this anguish
ethereal noctilucent clouds
limn now infinite skies
my hands cup her head
offering every lifeless thing
created in nuanced colors
I cannot set right with love these lines:
She is dead. Enunciated, echoed,
denied, and without recompense.
quite a powerful write.
Thank you, nice to meet you.
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Thank you for the moments of silence…
felt….and the helplesness of not being able to do anything about it when even prayers and suplication go unanswered….
Thank you Brian, I’m feeling it a bit too much.
So sorry to hear Anna, really was hoping she’d have gotten better…I’m glad you were able to be there for her, it had to be hard, but I have to think it would have been harder for both of you if you hadn’t been able to have been there.
Yes, that would have been so much worse. Thank you for your empathy Fred.
I feel your pain. My little guy died in my arms when he was only six years old. And two months ago, my daughter’s beloved hamster didn’t let go until he first cuddled up inside the palm of my husband’s hand for two hours. Animals are beautiful creatures, to be treasured always. I am so sorry for your loss.
Thank you Sheila for your understanding, what a beautiful sentiment. I too am sorry for your losses.
oh, this made me cry. i am so sorry that you had to go through this, we give them the best lives that we can, and they reward us tenfold. losing them is so hard. my heart goes out to you.
Me too Kelly. I just finished another half hour wracking sob session so I deeply appreciate your empathy.
Anna, what a beautiful poem and tribute to your beloved, sweet girl.
The way you have expressed your time with her in life, and after life is amazing and I am consistently in awe of how you share your heart and talent.
Thank you for sharing this with us (your readers) and I hope you feel the love being sent your way.
Thinking of you…
-Eva
Thank you Eva, that means the world to me…